… <3
i guess life is pretty good when you’re king of the remote control.
haha. i love cole’s panties.
:3 he’s so cute when he sleeps.
i’ve been looking online for a picture of a Krut like Cole has tattooed on his right shoulder blade.
but i’m strugglin.
maybe it’s a good thing, cause his was done in Thailand.
so it should be original.
if you dont know what it is look it up.
if you do, well props to you.
ugh
the little amount of sleep i do get is very restless and short.
i miss cole’s arms.
and the rats drinking water.
and making noise with their food.
i miss how warm his house is.
i miss his smell.
ah fuck whats going on here.
cole is really cute when he sleeps. he snores just a little and puckers out his lip.
he’s really cute when he does a lot of things, everything.
I’ve always wanted a companion that really wanted to do anything for me. Not ‘anything’ but ‘most things’ - I guess I had to be treated like shit by everyone for a while before something worth a damn came along.
chessielovesclayton replied to your post: knowing that you’re getting back all the love you’re giving is the most amazing feeling of all
Good. God knows you deserve it. <3
Dude, this is the most real thing I have ever felt. I have never been a “precious commodity” - I have never been “the most amazing woman I’ve ever had the pleasure of getting to date” - I have never had this. I don’t really know how to react to it, I just want to circle myself around him, and smell him, and smile at him, and watch him play video games, and watch him play with his pet rats, and watch him laugh at Adventure Time, and watch him try to cast HP spells with my glasses on. I want him to meet my parents, I want him to meet my grandparents, you, everyone. I want everyone to know how amazing he is and how
how lost I was but
How found I have become.
But the thing that tops it all off, is that he wants to be there too.
